I haven't been sleeping well. Every night I'm having these really vivid nightmares, and they're really disturbing. I remember them for the longest time, and they're actually affecting me. I'm really tired all the time now, because I'm waking up multiple times in the night, sometimes sweating, sometimes panting....it sucks.
But anyway...school starts in a week :/ I'm really not excited...at all. I don't want to go back. That place is so unhappy. Nobody wants to be there. It's a dungeon. There's no light. It's a cement fortress. Solitary confinement. It's horrible and I don't think I can do another year...well another two years. My class schedule is really full...no study halls. AP Lang, IB Music, IB Bio, IB Spanish, Wind Ensemble, Photo 3, Newspaper, Advanced Math, and...I think that's it. Then, I now have a job, I play volleyball in the fall, track in the spring, and do baton. I also need to start taking piano lessons. Woooooo
Hm...it's now 2:08 in the a.m. I'm at Zac's house with Zoie :) it's been great. but I'm just feeling weird. So I thought I'd check in.
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